My Loves Forever

The Deck in the making...

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Daddy and Little Man...

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We all LOVE a giveaway...

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Head over to my photography blog for a chance to win one of two fabulous and fun camera straps...You won't want to MISS OUT on this one!! Good luck:)))

Enter your chance to win at Stephanie Reeder Photography

Oh and a post is never the same for me without a picture...Here's a picture from my past. Me at two years old...Gotta love the "bowl haircut!"

Bring on the snow...

2010-02-06T11:09:00.000-08:00

It’s been snowing like crazy here since early yesterday morning…I believe we’ve gotten over a good foot and a half (so far)! This morning I decided to get out and brave the deep snow to take some pictures of my little man’s short adventure playing outside…lol! His hands got too cold and he could barely move in it. Maybe in the next couple of years, he’ll get to enjoy it as we did as kids. Hope you all are enjoying your weekend!

Let this be a lesson learned for every parent...

2010-01-23T07:27:00.000-08:00

I originally was not going to write or post about my traumatizing evet this week, but I have since realized that this was a very important lesson for me to learn and If I can spare this from happening to another friend and parent, it's important for me to share. My son and I were out shopping and like most shopping trips it's a fight for him to sit in the proper seat strapped in. Since this was going to be a quick trip in, I allowed him to sit in the cart as long as he would listen and sit down. As we finished up gathering what we needed, I turned around for ONE SECOND and from that moment he stood up and fell out of the shopping cart landing on his back and head. I quickly swept him up and tried to calm him down. He continued to hold his head and tell me owie owie. From there, we drove to ER where they took him right in...there is no messing around when a possible head injury occurs. After the traumatizing neck brace, and CT scan it was determined that everything was good and clear...thank GOD! The moral of this story is ER+Neck brace+CT Scan= DO NOT let your child sit in the shopping cart basket. As a mother I was terrified and upset that I was responsible for my son ultimately getting hurt. You never imagine these situations actually happening to you, but when they do, it's a HUGE lesson learned. Thankfully this situation ended with a clear bill of health, but could have quickly turned to be more then just a bump on the head. So PLEASE if you are a parent reading this post; as a friend, I am telling you to learn from my mistake and think twice before placing your child in the shopping cart basket...

I PROMISE I am still alive...

2010-01-18T17:57:00.000-08:00

I promise, promise, promise, I have not fallen off the face of the earth. In fact, I have actually been through a lot since Christmas and have now found a few moment to sit and recap. So to begin, the day after Christmas my husband, son, and I packed up the car and drove cross country back home to Virginia. While my husband was gone, Austin and I moved to Washington State where I am originally from to be with my family and friends (great support). We had a a wonderful year with my family and were so very sad to have to leave them. Now, we are back in Virginia and for the most part settled back into our home.

As for some REALLY exciting news, I am officially launching Stephanie Reeder Photography on January 30th at the Bristol Bridal Show. I have been working very hard in the last couple of weeks getting everything ready and in place. One of the many exciting new additions is my official website and photography blog. I would love for you all to check them out and let me know what you think. Photography is a passion and love of mine and I have decided that there is no better time in my life to follow my dreams. The Bristol Bridal Show is right around the corner and I am confident that everything is coming together as it should.

Thank you to everyone for their support and encouragement to get me this far on my journey. It truly means the world!!

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5...4...3...2...1 He's FINALLY Home!

2009-12-21T22:09:00.000-08:00

My last five memories come from the most recent years of our journey together...

Five...
We considered our honeymoon to be three years in Germany, but the finale was our 10 day Mediterranean cruise through Italy, Greece, Malta, France, and Spain. It was a breathtaking and magical memory that I can't even begin to explain...It was a trip I will never forget!!

Four...
Buying our first home together and falling in love with the opportunity to make a home truly ours! It's everyone's dream to own a home and paint the walls to tell the story of your life together. You know that show "If walls could talk?" Well this home spoke to us...We walked in and immediately envisioned our first home together. It was a new beginning for us and it was our turn to lay down some roots.

Three...
In 2006 six Joel and I found out that we would be expecting our first child together...We were excited and ready to begin our family together. Heartbreaking, we lost our first little miracle to a miscarriage and while this in not my favorite memory to look back on, it has made the list of memories for another reason. During this time I saw a different side of my husband. I have always known he was my rock, but when I thought my world was ending he was there to soften the fall. He was there right by side every step of the way. After coming out of the surgical center, my heart was broken and in need of mending. He was there to catch my tears and make the very moment of aching seem very at peace. Very few words had to be spoken, he just held me tight and told me that God had a plan for us and that everything would be OK...It was a moment I have never spoken about, but remember like it was yesterday. Hard to explain, but a moment that was a true to heart and a turning point in our life together.

Two...
While I was scared to think that we were about to experience the excitement of being pregnant again, it was real the heartbeat was there and the butterflies flew crazy in my heart. We were going to be parents!! We were in the hospital again, this time not for the heartbreaking news of losing a child, but for the blissful news of whether it was going to be a boy or girl. This was a moment that I never expected from my husband, but it was a great on in that. We were in the ultrasound room waiting to find out if we would soon welcome a son or daughter into our lives. Joel was sitting in the chair next to me and I was laying dazing into the screen. When all of a sudden the words "It's a BOY!" came from the technician mouth. Now, my husband has never been much of a sports fan, but when he jumped out of his chair yelled YEAH! I thought maybe we were in the middle of the world series. It was exciting to see that a man who once turned sheet white at the thought of children was celebrating on becoming a father to his first son...what a memory!

ONE...
Our son Austin was born! On October 31, 2007 we introduced our son into the world. He had finally made his arrival and well, if you have ever experienced this moment, you know exactly the memory that was made...No further words can explain that moment in time...Austin was beautiful and perfect...All because two fell in love <3

Joel has made it home safe...Stay tuned tomorrow when I post the homecoming video from when Austin saw his daddy for the first time in eight months!

9...8...7...6 Down Memory Lane

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Nine...
Our story only began when we said "I DO" Shortly after we married, Joel and I moved away to Germany for three years. It was so sweet and thoughtful of Joel to want to set up house before I arrived in country. It was a requirement before I joined him that we had housing either on or off post. We spent several weeks apart until finally something came available. Joel was so excited that he had found our place and was able to bring me over. It was a cute and quaint little place in the middle of a city called Weiden. We were within walking distance of the shopping "centrum" (city center), where there were sidewalk cafes, shopping, and the most divine restaurants...sounds romantic huh? Well, it was and it captured my heart and my most favorite memories of living in Germany!

Eight...
While we are down memory lane in Germany, I will share a specific moment in time where I believe Joel and I went from being young and selfish to looking into our future together. I remember this conversation like it was yesterday. Joel and I had been in Germany a little over a year when the thought of starting a family came into mind. We were sitting at one of our most favorite restaurants called Delanos; a very yummy Italian restaurant. We were sitting in the back over a candle lit dinner. We were talking about how much we enjoyed living overseas and how we enjoyed traveling to see the many beautiful places Europe had to offer. Then, out of no where, I said "sweetie, I want a baby." The conversation came to dead stop and his face I believe turned sheet white. "You want what," he said. "A baby, you know..." It took some convincing on my part, but he finally came around to the idea of having a little one added into the mix. While this is one of the many conversations that I remember vividly, it didn't quite happend then and there, and well...I was ok with that!

Seven...
Joel has been so sweet to show his affection through diamonds....lol!! HAHAHAHA or just falling into my spell of ppppplllleeeeeaaaasssseeee sweetie:) He has fallen hard many times into my spell, but the one that meant the most is when he bought me my first piece of jewelry. This piece of jewelry was the first ever that I would actually wear and not take off. We had been together for about two months and he wanted to get me something special for Christmas. Well at this time it was Thanksgiving and you know how all the good deals are...lol! All joking aside, Joel went off by himself and found me this precious little heart diamond necklace. It was small, but so very beautiful. He couldn't wait to buy it, so he showed my mom (the diamond expert) and with her stamp of approval, he bought it. We didn't even get out of the mall before he showed it to me and while I was shocked, I was full of bliss! To this day, I hardly take this necklace off. I constantly get commented on my necklace and everytime I smile and say "It was the first my sweetie ever bought for me!"

Six...
This is not the first deployment Joel and I have been through...it's our second! But this memory comes from our first deployment together. Joel got word that he would be leaving for Afghanistan right after we hit our two year mark in Germany. I was beside myself and began to eat through my emotions...literally. I had gain some weight...ok a lot in fact and sort of lost my stylish figure my hubby had grown to love. So after he left for Afghanistan I stopped the madness and went on my journey of losing the weight. I had lost so much by the time he came home for his two weeks of R&R that he hardly recognized me.

I decided I would meet him at the gate to surprise him and at the time I would have no clue that he'd walk right by me. He stopped after a few feet of passing and turned around with amazement...the look was classic. He at that moment gave me the look he had for many years before. A kid in a candy store almost he walked quickly up to me and told me how beautiful I looked...awww that was a moment and one I will cherish forever!!

Stay tuned for more of the coutdown!!

What a PERFECT song to kick off the holidays...

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I heard this song and could not resist posting it....Make sure to pause the music player below! ENJOY:)

TEN...The Moment Two Fell in Love

2009-12-07T23:07:00.000-08:00

I never imagined I would get married so young and at the time having a boyfriend was the least of my worries; until I met Joel. It was August of 2001 right before 9/11 hit when I met Joel.

I met him through a girlfriend of mine and lets just say his first impression was far from the best. He was full of himself as most boys are at the age of 21. My first impression of him was not inviting nor near friendly. He was a bit out of the norm for me as I am a very outgoing and social individual. I tried to make the best of the situation and start a very casual conversation. I asked him where he was from and what he did in the military...He quickly responded "Why are you asking so many question" and "Why do you care!" I thought OK dude I was just trying to be nice. Needless to say I left there with a bitter taste in my mouth, but mind you, I was not there looking for my future love, just there hanging out with my girlfriend and her boyfriend (his roommate). A couple of days passed and I received a phone call from an unfamiliar number. As most people do when they don't know whose calling, I didn't answer but received a voicemail...it was him! He wanted to apologize for his actions the other night and for being so rude. I blew off his phone call and went on with my day until later that night I receive yet another call. This time I answered and had a brief conversation with him. I told him that it was alright and that I appreciated his apology...all the while mumbling under my breath....Yeah right dude! It had to have been about a week until I heard from him again and this time it was a couple of unturned phone calls, an email, and a phone call from my girlfriend letting me know that he would not stop talking about me and would I please give him a second chance to make a better impression. I said fine, but we are not hanging out at your place again we need to get out and do something fun! More or less, give me a place where if this goes south I can run...lol!

We ended up going to a local fair. We all walked around, talked, and participated in the thrilling rides. It was fun and I actually enjoyed myself. After that evening we started talking more and hanging out as a group. The final breaking of the ice was when we all had planned a double date to Seattle to go out to eat and ride up the Space Needle. I should have known that it was a totally set up when my girlfriend and her boyfriend backed out at the last second. So, Joel and I went on our way to Seattle and had a huge turning point...He was sweet, thoughtful, and kind. Call it cliche, but it was a perfect night. We spent over two hours up at the top of the space needle overlooking Seattle. We talked and shared stories of our families and past experiences. He was a different person and one I never thought he would be.

Shortly after that night, September 11th hit and our world would change to the unknown. He had gotten the order that he would be leaving in the first round of deployments to Afghanistan. It was heartbreaking, I thought how have I come to love someone so quickly and now he would be leaving for war. I was young and had no clue what life was about. All I knew is that someone I had grown so close with was leaving. I remember it like yesterday getting the phone call from him as he was waiting to get on the bus to leave...He called me and said that he wasn't going! I was so excited and happy to hear the news. It was fate and from there the story went on. He had gotten orders about four months later that he would be stationed in Germany come the end of summer. Again, we were faced with saying goodbye, but this time HE had fate in his own hands. He asked me to marry him and spend the rest of our lives together. I of course said "YES" and was so excited!

He was 21 and I was 20...We were young, in love, and were ready to concur the world together. Many questioned our age and intentions, but we knew it was either say "I Do" or goodbye forever to love of our lives. We moved to Germany, survived a deployment, and many other changes in life. Almost eight years later we are still as much in love as we were in the year 2001. It's funny how life's road map leads you in your direction. Joel is my best friend, soul mate, and love of my life. He was once someone I never imagined myself with and now today is someone I can't live without. He is my Everything!!

The Countdown Begins...

2009-12-07T10:25:00.000-08:00

The last year has been filled with tears, smiles, stress, and magical memories. While even though some moments have been better then others, I can finally say it’s almost over! As many of you know my husband has been deployed for the last year in Afghanistan. He has been gone for far too long and now I am SO EXCITED to announce that the count down begins! In TEN days I will have the love of my life back in my arms for good. No more tears of I miss you or sleepless nights wondering if he is OK. He’s on his way home and the last goodbye will not be to my son and I, it will be to a small cubical box, a hard bed, and sand in his shoes. So, I thought in celebration of his homecoming countdown, I would share TEN of my most memorable memories of my husband and I, including the story of how we met.

Before ending this celebration post, I can’t go without saying THANK YOU to all who have supported my family and I through this last year. It has been your thoughts and prayers that have gotten me through this last year and without you, I am not sure how strong I could have really been. So, from the bottom of my heart I say thank you for all that you have done. Whether big or small, it truly means the world to have supporting friends and family by my side. THANK YOU!

Happy Thanksgiving...

2009-11-29T23:13:00.001-08:00

The table was set...the food was prepared...we all sat down to a table full of love and family. Thanksgiving to me is a day of reflection, one that gives me the time to slow down and realize what and why I am thankful for what I have and the people who truly make a difference in my life. This year more then ever, I am thankful for being able to put dinner on my table, a roof over my head, and clothing on my family's back. I recently took a position with the United Way and I have been awaken with the effects our economy is having on people and members within my community. I have lived in Western Washington for most of my life and to know that last year there were 700 children in my county that were homeless is shocking. It's also very humbling to go down to some of the agencies that help to support these families and see that these individuals are not much different then you or I. In fact most of these families are fully employed and just not making it by. It makes me realize that I am very lucky to have a solid ground to stand on but at the same time makes me realize that it could be me tomorrow. These are the times where we the people need to stick together and lend a helping hand.

I have found that just the smallest gesture truly makes the difference. I walked into our local food bank a couple weeks ago and a women who was in line waiting to check out stopped me to say that she loved my hair...I had to pause for a moment because I was still in an emotional distress from the site of people wrapped around a building standing in line for food. After pulling myself together, I smiled at her and put my hand on her shoulder and told her...yours too girl! That moment and small interaction made my day. It made me realize that even at the hardest moment in this woman's life she was able to pay me a compliment. Since this moment, I have made a point to reach out and smile to others and give a helping hand. It doesn't have to be a monetary gesture, it could be as simple as a compliment, a hello, or opening a door for someone else.

Today and now everyday I am thankful for the moments I have with my family, friends, and members of my community. I challenge you to make someone smile today! Not only will it make someone elses day, it will help to bring our society together and make it a better place.

Just a few more to share....

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I LOVE photography!! Capturing moments like these make what I do so rewarding:) I love making families and parents smile and also giving a gift that will last forever. Things have really gone well for me in the last couple of months, and right now I have some pretty cool things in the works...stay tuned for some pretty sweet news!

Stay tuned for whats new to come in the next week or so!! So excited :))))

Long post of sharing my love for photography...

2009-11-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

Well if you have wondered why I have been a bit MIA, here is why....

More to come...!!!

Lets do the ch...ch...chicken dance!

2009-11-08T20:11:00.000-08:00

Awww isn't he just the cutest little chicken you have ever seen!! Not only was he the cutest little chicken, he was also the cutest little birthday boy as well:) My little man turned two on Halloween and boy did he party down. Austin didn't really understand what a "birthday" was, but he certainly understood that the party was for him. We started out our afternoon at the mall for a little treat or treat adventure...so much fun! Austin caught on real quick that if you opened your bag, you got yourself a little treat. Each time he would get a new piece of candy, he want to sit down in the middle of the mall to check it out...lol! After our adventure at the mall, we headed home for a dinner party with my family. After dinner we had cake and ice cream, gift opening and most important a visit from daddy. Joel got the opportunity to leave work early to join his son on his second birthday. It was so cool to have him there via skype to watch Austin open his presents, and get messy with the cake. Overall, we had a great day celebrating Austin's birthday and getting funky with the chicken dance!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE MAN! :)

This was Austin last year around his birthday...wow he really has grown into a little boy!

It's Almost Over....

2009-11-08T11:10:00.000-08:00

It has been over a year now that the love of my life left to live in a world where war and casualties were the surrounding factors of his everyday life. It's was also just over a year ago that Austin and I had to say goodbye to his daddy and wished him only the best as our hero. My husband has done many amazing things in his life, but one of the most amazing things he has done is loved us in a way no words could ever explain. He has sacrificed so much for his family to in the end give us a better tomorrow. I admire his determination, his focus, and his ongoing love for his country. He has always been my hero, best friend, and love of my life. We're now on the home stretch, in six weeks I will be able to hold the one person who makes me feel whole. The one person who I look forward to seeing and the one who holds my heart in his hands. In six weeks Austin will have his daddy back to play and rough house with. Now more then ever Austin needs his daddy and now more then ever Joel needs his son. It will be an emotional reunion for sure as this has been the longest we've been apart. I look forward to being a family again...you know the little things. Watching movies on the weekends, cooking dinner, and seeing again the look on Austin's face when daddy comes home from work. When you have these things everyday, you don't quite grasp the importance of appreciating the little things. Now that's it's been a year without these moments, they will mean even more to me then before. I miss the love of my life and am counting down the days until we're together again...It's almost over!

Joel I may not tell you enough how much I love you, but if I could tell you all the things I felt for you, this blog post wouldn't have an end to it. You are my everything and I am so thankful to have you as my husband, best friend, and soul mate. We're coming up on our eight year mark and while it's seem like a long time, it just seems like yesterday that we fell in love. I miss you so much and can't wait to have you home again. Thank you for all that you have done for Austin and I. You are truly our hero in so many ways!

He's Almost TWO!

2009-10-06T22:52:00.000-07:00

I love this picture...I said say cheese...lol! He said CHHHHEEEEESSSEEEER:)) So cute!

I can't believe that my little baby boy is going to be TWO this month. It just seems like yesterday that we announced his arrival into the world. Currently he is Mr. Independent and loves the word NO! He loves cars, chocolate chip cookies, and carrying his blanky where ever he goes. He has his moments, but for the most part he is always smiling and saying hello. He is my world and I am so thankful to have him in my life.

I love waking up to his smile...He has such a bright soul!

I've been busy...

2009-09-23T17:53:00.000-07:00

Oh man it's been hard to keep up with life here lately. Between being a mom and an aspiring photographer, I have had little time to just sit and ponder. I will have to say being busy is not a bad thing considering it has kept my mind off the deployment and Joel being gone. Only a couple more months until Joel is home...YEAH! The last couple of months tend to go the slowest, so if staying busy is going to help, bring it on!! Anyhow, I have done several shoots in the last week and here is just a few sneak peaks. Hope you enjoy them!!

OK, I think that's enough for now...still have a wedding to edit and share as well as a couple other child shoots...love being busy:)!

I have so much to catch up on...

2009-09-17T15:41:00.000-07:00

Well, I have been SUPER busy with photography these last couple of weeks. I am so thankful for the blessings that have been given to me. In the last two weeks I have had eight photo shoots and two weddings. It's been crazy and hard to keep up with, but I am still so thankful for the business and excitement people have towards my work...it's truly a blessing! I am working hard to get the most recent shoots up, but I could not resist this post. I had the opportunity of photographing a good friend of mine Mark Evitts. Mark plays for Rodney Atkins and when Mark told me that he was coming to Washington, I was so excited! Here are a couple photos from his show the other night...so exciting!!

Rodney Atkins...

It's in the Water...

2009-09-08T23:53:00.000-07:00

All of my friends are pregnant and it seems like every conversation I have with a girlfriend now involves the word baby. While everyone else talks about babies and being pregnant, the only babies I am thinking about are the cute little ones that came from my maternity shoots a couple of weeks ago. Even though I thought about it while taking these photos, their are no babies in the near future for me. I am waiting for Mr. Austin to be out of diapers and contained in the terrible two...wait let me rephrase that. I am waiting for daddy to come home so I can have help with the first one...Lol...love you sweetie!! So without further ado, meet Baby K so sweet and so beautiful. Awww what it would be like to have a little girl...ok enough day dreaming back to reality!! Hehehehe:)

When Pigs Fly...

2009-08-30T02:20:00.000-07:00

Today, I photographed a wedding that was said to happen "when pigs fly." OK guys what's up with not wanting to tie the knot after being together for years on end? This couple was so sweet and so in love. Now, I guess I should put a warning out that there is a pig flying out and about because this man said "I DO!" Congrats to Rich and Amy:)

Oh yes I must add this "saying" was so true because the father of the bride wore a bow tie with pigs on it...So stinking cute!

One More...

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SUPER HERO...

For those of you who don't know what this means, Austin LOVES to pretend he is flying around like a super hero (i.e. the arms out and behind him). It's soooooooo cute to watch!

Pics for the Family...

2009-08-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

So, I've been in trouble (not really) with my husband and mother in law these past couple of days for not posting new pictures of the little man, so for my love and best mother in law in the world, here you go:)

One of Austin's favorite things to do on vacation was play in the water and sand. I quickly found out that he loves the water and has NO fear around it. By the end of the two weeks, Austin was jumping in and acting like he owned the pool...seriously it was so funny to watch...hahaha! This set of pictures was taken at our last trip to the beach. I was always so afraid to take my camera around the sand, but I figured it was my last opportunity to take some photos of Austin loving the water. So here's a bit of a sneak peak...more pictures to come!

Oh yes, my sister took this photo of me while on a boat trip of the Napali Coast Line

I did it...I DID IT...

2009-08-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

Rocks, cliffs, river crossings and all I hiked the Napali Coast Line. For all of those who know me...including my husband...lol, know that I am very much a girly girly. My form of camping is staying in a cabin and maybe camping out in an RV. Well now I can know prove that I can do it...because I did:)

We started off on our hike at 10am to beat the heat and in the first mile going straight up a rocky cliff line, I thought maybe I couldn't do this and should just hang back, but I decided that I was going to concur this hike a 100%. After putting my mind to it, it seemed to get easier or so I told myself...lol! Anyhow, two miles in was a secluded beach which could only be reached by foot or boat. This beach was so beautiful with it's crystal clear water, rocky edges, and surrounding mountainsides. It was truly breathtaking. After hanging out at the beach for a bit, we headed back onto the trail for an additional two miles up to the grand finale. This hike was an epic adventure to say the least for me, but it was so worth it when we reached the waterfall. I have never stood so close to a waterfall so amazing. It was just like in the movies where you had a beautiful waterfall with a swimming hole underneath it. We did get in, but did not stay in for long...it was FREEZING! After our dip in the water, lunch, and a small break, we headed back for the four mile return home. This morning needless to say I am sore, bruised, and well nearly paralyzed from the eight mile adventure of the Napali coast line. Let's just say that I am super stoked for the catamaran trip today that we are taking today...Relaxation at it's best and views of the Napali coast to recap my victory I accomplished yesterday. Hope you all enjoy the pictures!!

This was our bathroom accommodations...Trust me I held it for the eight hours! YUCK!!

What a great day...

2009-08-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Today I was able to spend some quality time with my sisters. My sisters and I have been all over the map in the last couple of years and while we are still close, it's still sad to see that we spend more time apart then we do together...I suppose that's just part of growing up. Well anyhow separation aside, we had a great time exploring the island of Kauai together. My mom kept Austin which was so nice...thanks mom:) We started our afternoon with a small map of Kauai and basically closed our eyes and pointed in the direction we were going. Our first stop was the beautiful lighthouse that sits on the farthest point of the island. It was so breathtaking to see the water and mountains come together. It was also fun to see an active lighthouse in action!! Our second stop was a quiet beach near Princeville. It so awesome to be on an island where you can visit the beach and feel like you are on an excluded island. Kauai is not like any other island in Hawaii. It's not commercialized and the island is still maintained by the locals and family owned businesses...it truly feels like paradise! Well I will stop yapping and let you enjoy the pictures of my sisters and I together:)

So far, I have had a wonderful time with my family here in Hawaii, but even through all the fun, I am missing a huge part of me...my best friend and husband. It's so hard to think that this time last year we were vacationing in Alaska together with my family and without him, a large part of me is sad not to have him here. So sweetie, I took this picture for you...I love you and miss you to the sky!!

Got one of me...

2009-08-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

As a photographer it's very hard to get your photo taken so when my sister captured this photo of me in front of the falls...I was so excited because normally I only get me head...lol!

Oh the life of a beach bum...

2009-08-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

Here in beautiful Hawaii, Austin and I are enjoying the beach, swimming pool, and wonderful weather. Today we took a relaxing bike ride...so much Mr. Austin fell asleep in the trailer behind the bike. We also took a walk on the beach and played in the sand. AWWW the life of a beach bum...wish I could do this permanently:)

I had to post this picture...I asked him if I could have a bite of his cookie and he said NO:( LOL!

Finally in Paradise...

2009-08-09T12:53:00.000-07:00

Austin and I are finally in Hawaii with my family. We flew into the island of Kauai last night and it was beautiful. I took this picture above as we were descending into the clouds. It was truly a beautiful sunset...I can't wait for many more to come! Any who, I am connected to the Internet so I will be blogging in the days to come with fun pictures and possibly more sunsets:) Hope you have had a wonderful weekend!!

My little sister is growing WAY too fast...

2009-08-06T23:12:00.000-07:00

I remember when my little sister Mallory was born. I was ten years old and the thought of having another sister was wonderful. My other sister Christy who was eight and I were already joined at the hip so having a baby around was different but very fun at the same time. Changing diapers, feeding her bottles etc. made us feel like little mommys ourselves. We even taught her, her first words...it was so much fun! Well now that little baby is now entering her Senior year in a little over month. I can't believe that she will be graduating next year and going off to college. It's so weird to think that my little sister is now turning into an adult and making choices for herself....CRAZY how time flies.

Today, I had the privilege to take my sister's senior photos. Along with her friend Shelby we set out for my favorite field and began shooting. It was hard to think that I was once in her shoes entering my senior year...the last and final year of mandatory school. Oh man how life changed after that year...for the good I will say! Anyhow we had a blast laughing posing, and goofing off. It'll be another memory for me to put into my book...It's a bitter sweet moment! Enjoy:)

My no longer little sister Mallory...

Her best friend Shelby and loyal babysitter to my little man:)

Lastly the two of them together...Great friends forever!

Getting ready for flip flops and sun dresses...

2009-08-05T08:28:00.000-07:00

Well my house is a wreck, but that's OK, I am leaving in three days for two weeks in paradise. My family and I are taking a trip to Kauai for two weeks to celebrate my father's 60th birthday and my parents 30th wedding anniversary. It's going to be a great time to relax and be together as a family. My sister Christy will be joining us from Australia which I am so excited for...I haven't seen her in a couple of months and I miss having her around. Another person who I miss having around is my husband. As excited as I am to get out of Washington and relax in paradise, there's a bit of sadness that I will not be able to share this time with my husband who is working so hard overseas. I promise though I will make it up to him...We are planning a little trip of our own for when he gets back in December...hehehe!

So with paradise comes flip flops, sun dresses, and bathing suites! Not to mention endless time on the beach and sunsets that will blow your mind! With all these elements combined, you know what this means? PICTURES, PICTURES, AND MORE PICTURES!! I can't wait to get there and start snapping away. I have been debating while organizing the mess if I should take my new camera and be forced to learn it or take both of them and feel like a pro...lol (not really)! I am thinking to save myself from a back ache that I will just take one and force myself to embrace my love hate relationship with my new camera...hahaha!

Well only three more days till we jet off, I suppose I should get off of here and focus on battling the laundry, suitcases, and picking out which color of flip flops to take!!!!

Stay tuned for pictures...this is going to be a GREAT trip!

I am on top of the world right now...

2009-07-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

I am so excited!! I am now the new owner of the Nikon D700. It's real and in my hands as we speak...lol! I can hardly wait to take it with me to my wedding this weekend. I probably won't shoot with it the whole time, but I will definitely take the time to feel it out. A special thank you to my loving husband who believes in me 1000%...thank you for this special gift...I love you!

Well stay tuned for the new pictures from my new camera!

Record Breaking...

2009-07-29T12:00:00.000-07:00

Here in the beautiful Northwest, we have been experiencing very hot temperatures in the upper 90's. It's been so hot here that all stores are sold out of fans, and most affordable cooling systems...it's miserable. Washington is not use to these types of temperatures and hardly ever see long periods of time where the summer days are this hot. To give you a little factoid, only about 15% of the houses here in western Washington have air conditioning. We don't need it because it never gets too hot. Well now we are working on day 10 or so and today will be the worst with record breaking temperatures of 106...this is crazy! We are one of the many without air conditioning, but luckily our home sits back in the trees which produces a lot of shade. We will survive, but right now we are miserably hot and uncomfortable...I miss the rain!! LOL:)

Well for those of you in nice air conditioning, send me some in a bottle...hahaha!

***UPDATE*** I just heard on the radio that today was the hottest day EVER in Seattle history! While driving my car the temperature outside registered 106 degrees...WOW!

Busy...Busy...Busy...

2009-07-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

Well besides being a full time mommy, I have been super busy this week editing a wedding from this last weekend and a maternity shoot from last night...Here is a bit of a sneak peak from my maternity shoot last...had so much fun with this sweet couple!

More to come if I get some time:) Thanks for stopping by!

Come on MOM walk alittle faster we're going to the BEACH!

2009-07-26T07:42:00.000-07:00

Austin and I had a fabulous day at the beach yesterday. We went out with some friends and played to out hearts content. Now, before you go and get all jealous that we were at the beach, it wasn't the kind of beach where you got in and swam. Here in Washington our beaches are cold and almost always overcast. It's not time for a bathing suites, it's time for a sweatshirt and jeans. Besides the weather, Austin and I had a great time playing in the water and sand...we even built our very own sand castle! It had the best time ever:)

I know that I don't post enough pictures of me on here, so here you go! It's different being in front of the lens then behind...

Counting my blessings tonight...

2009-07-21T18:21:00.000-07:00

Today, I had a very scary encounter on the freeway (going 65 mph) with a drunk driver...In the middle of the day I might add. He came within inches of hitting me as he drove off the interstate onto the road below. Thankfully no one else was hurt but the driver of the truck. I am not sure the extent of the drivers injuries other than he is alive and was transported to the nearest hospital for treatment. Needless to say I am thanking god for my life and holding my son close tonight!

This almost made me want another one...

2009-07-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA yeah right...not any time soon! BUT...I will have to say that this weekend was amazing. Saturday I got to photograph a beautiful wedding and today I got to photograph a gorgeous mother to be and her handsome hubby. Two great moments in peoples lives and I was so honored to be there to capture these special moments in their lives.

I took this lovely couple out to a place that I had been scoping out for a couple of days now. *Side Note: For all those who see a perfect place and it doesn't belong to you, don't be afraid to get a hold of the owner and ask for permission to shoot on their property. My experience with asking has been nothing but positive...plus it flatters the owners that you want to take pictures on their property...hehehe! Anyhow back to this amazing couple. I took them out this evening to a beautiful place not too far from my house. I was really worried that the lighting wasn't going to be perfect, but it was. This piece of property illuminated so many different light scenes, that I got the chance to be creative and try out different ways of capturing light. So anyhow, without any further ado...Jason and Lauren maternity shoot....newborn photos to follow in a couple of weeks...CAN'T WAIT:)

Side Note #2: If I could look this good at 34 weeks, I would have ten children by now...absolutely gorgeous!

Wedding bells at the county fair grounds...

2009-07-19T00:35:00.000-07:00

Rustic, beautiful, and unique...just my kind of style. Here is just a sneak peak from today's events....I am off to bed....so tired!

Family Reunion...

2009-07-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

Well if you couldn't tell what my family decent was, I am 100% Scandinavian. I am half Norwegian and half Swedish. Yesterday was my Norwegian family reunion. We had a great day eating, chatting, and celebrating our family history. We even were blessed to have two of our family members from Norway join us. All in all it was a great day of catching up and sharing stories.

A couple of pictures from our day together...

This is a terrible picture of me, but I had to represent!

These are my two family members from Norway....Leaf and her daughter Laura...very sweet people! It was also Laura's first time in the States and she was very excited to meet everyone. After leaving Washington they'll be on their way to L.A. and Las Vegas...how fun!

Serving up her famous fish soup and it was OHHHHHHHHHH so good:)

Fun, Young, and Hip...

2009-07-07T09:48:00.000-07:00

I had a great time on this shoot yesterday. It was fun, young, and hip. It also was great to have such a gorgeous subject to take pictures of. Anywho, here is a sneak peak of my shoot from yesterday afternoon...Let me know what you think:)

Just Because I Love You...

2009-07-06T10:55:00.001-07:00

It's been a long time since I have gotten flowers and while even though they were beautiful, it's the words that came with them that mean more then anything...Just because I love you!

Thanks you sweetie for making me smile and melt at the thought of your love. I miss you and love you more than anything in this world!

My all time Loves...

2009-07-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

I just had a moment and thought I would share my all time favorites things I love to do...

Driving with no where to go while listening to music that fits my emotions. Taking care of my friends and family, the ocean, relaxing getaways, falling in love, talking on the phone with friends and family for the latest know all, shopping, purses, a good movie with friends, taking pictures, long walks, thinking about the future and remembering the past, tiki torches in the summer, camp fires with marshmallows of course, my family, writing poetry, watching the expressions on peoples faces when you surprise them with the smallest gesture, decorating, cooking, scrabble, fleece in the winter, entertaining, bumper cars, making memories, laughing, people watching, singing out loud in my car, dancing, Nashville, TN and most of all enjoying life to the fullest!

Aspire...Inspire!

2009-07-01T10:24:00.000-07:00

It's no news that I am an aspiring photographer that dreams of the perfect image, location, and emotion in my head. I spend endless hours in the evening cruising the websites of my most favorite photographers. I am inspired by those who have taken the walk and made it to where they want to be. I aspire to be great one day and while I may take the walk a little slower, I will get there...I know it! This week I have come across a fabulous photographer who in my eyes is an inspiration for all to follow. She is currently being featured on www.iheartfaces.com and her name is Jasmine Star. She was rated this year in the top ten wedding photographers by American Photo magazine (she's only been doing photography for three years). She bright, outgoing, and a breath of fresh air...She's in no stretch of the imagination....AMAZING! She's been a huge inspiration to me this week and before now, I knew I've wanted to be great and now I know I will be great. She said it best in one of her interviews that one of her mentors told her "Jump and the net will appear." Before now, I've been afraid to let go of the nerves and now I am just going to jump and see where this crazy journey take me. I know it sounds crazy right now, but after you visit her site and read her encouraging words, you will know how inspirational she truly is.

One of the greatest things she said in her interview with David Crash was:

"Don’t ever aspire to be someone you’re not. You’re entirely and uniquely amazing, so always aim to be the best version of yourself at all times."

How amazingly true is that...well said!

You can check out her website and blog at

http://www.jasmine-star.com/

http://www.jasminestarblog.com/

OH yes and a much needed thank you to www.iheartfaces.com for featuring her this week...It's what I needed! Thank you:)))

Call "CODE" I've got a baby in Meltdown...

2009-06-30T20:13:00.000-07:00

Awww the sound of silence...oh wait NO that's my son screaming in the background!

Let me just tell you how my night has gone...lol! Austin has started preschool twice a week to have more interactions with other children and not to mention give mommy a little time to herself while daddy is away. So today started like any other Tues/Thurs. we got up, got ready, and headed out the door to preschool. The day was great...mommy got to catch up on some much neglected laundry, cleaned the bathroom and so on. UNTIL, I picked my little man up from preschool this afternoon. I don't know what possessed him, but he was in meltdown mode from the time I picked him up at 4:30. He screamed, cried, and threw tantrums all the way to bed time. It got so bad that his normal bedtime which is 8pm quickly moved up to 7pm. He's the sweetest little guy I swear, but after today's episode, I wanted to put MYSELF in a straight jacket.

The funniest moment (not really) came at the point of making dinner for Austin. Normally he plays nicely while I cook dinner, but tonight, all he wanted to do was throw plates and bowls at mommy's feet so what do I do, I put him in his play pin for him to throw his fit elsewhere. Finally the macaroni and cheese that normally takes 10 minute to make (felt like forever) was finally done thirty minutes later. So we sit down at the table together to eat and he so beyond tired that the macaroni on the spoon was hitting his lap before making it to his mouth. So the nice mommy that I am, I took the spoon and started feeding him myself. Well that worked for about three spoonfuls and then he was done...hysteria broke lose and it was time to call CODE...the child was officially done and wanted no part in dinner, mommy, or even his most loved blanky. I finally had to say enough was enough it's off to bed we go...so he did! This was the hardest part of the night for me...letting him cry it out. After singing him my song...

Mommy loves you
Mommy love you
Yes I do
Yes I do
Your the best little one
I could ever wish for

Mommy loves you
Mommy loves you...

While screaming the whole way through...I shut the door and fell into the couch. I was pooped and it was only a couple of hours today that I had him. While some of you reading might be saying the whole way through...yup been there done that...I will have to say I felt like I was in a war zone. I felt horrible putting him to bed early and hearing him cry, but that's all I could do...nothing and when I say nothing I mean NOTHING was working. Needless to say my heart ached for the twenty minutes it took him to finally fall asleep...AWWW the sound of peace and quiet! Tomorrow is another day and he'll start fresh in the morning. As for me, I am now going to have to figure out how to release this straight jacket so I can head to bed myself...I may need the extra sleep in the morning!!

To all those parents who have been through this stage before...I will take any advice you have with open ears! Thanks for listening:)))

Summer...Summer...TIME!

2009-06-28T18:20:00.000-07:00

It's summer time and there is nothing better then ice cream and dirt..hahahaha! Today, Austin experienced his first ice cream cone and oh boy did he LOVE it! He loved it so much that he combined it with his most favorite texture...dirt! There is no way to stop this young man from being all boy, so I just sat back and snapped as he enjoyed his summer experience! Hope you enjoy...Well I mean as much as Austin did:)

This is where his two loves came together...He didn't like the taste of dirt...YUCK!

Austin dropped his cone and went quickly inside for his bath...can you tell how badly he needed it!!

Michael Jackson 6-25-2009

2009-06-26T10:08:00.000-07:00

Wow, where do I begin or should I start by saying...I can't believe I am going to write this, but I have to because it's really laying heavy on my shoulders.

Let me first start off by saying that I think Michael Jackson was a great American talent and I do believe he did a lot of great things with his career in the earlier years. While yesterday was a sad and unfortunate day, I can't help but have a sickening pit in my stomach on how some people are reacting to his passing. I was listening to our local Seattle morning show this morning and some of the things people were saying really got me going. They were crying, going on and on about how wonderful and magnificent he was. It even went as far as some saying that they were in near depression over the matter. I simply cannot say that in the last 15 years Michael Jackson has done anything positive with his career. I mean if you want to say hiding out in La La Land a success, more power to you. I am even more sadden by the fact that another wonderful talent has been overlooked in the passing of yesterdays events. Farrah Fawcett who fought a brave battle with cancer and did more in the last year with her career then Michael did in the last 15 lost her life as well.

I guess you could say that I am just having a hard time wrapping my head around peoples ways of mourning and idolizing celebrities. I frankly believe there are more important people to mourn and be sadden by with their passing. I bet yesterday there was an American Soldier who lost his life fighting for his country and that makes me so sad that a family will have to live without their hero or possibly a child grow up without his father or mother. To me, that's who we should be mourning and paying our respects to...I know I am going off on a tangent here and I will step down from my soap now before I really get into it. I just want to make the point that there is much more to life then idolizing celebrities and believing they are the best thing known to man. Life is way to short for that kind of behavior and to be honest, I believe the everyday person like you and me do a lot more for our society then celebrities making good television and tabloids...Just my personal opinion!

On a positive and respectful note, I am sad for the families who lost their loved ones yesterday. I hope that in the midst of a very sad day, they are able to remember the good moments they had with their loved ones...I will keep you all in my prayers. God bless!

We've entered a new stage...

2009-06-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

Austin has entered a new stage of testing and tantrums. As birthday number two approached within the next four months, I wonder what the next year will hold for us. I hope and pray that this stage does not last long, because mommy's buttons aren't sure how many times they can be pushed...hahaha! On another note, we went to the doctors yesterday for his 18 month check up and he's right on track. With his height and weight in the 90th percentile, we're certain he'll make a great quarter back on day...lol! As for the rest of the family, I am managing to live day to day while looking forward to December 15th when Joel come home for good! Yup that's right...the dates been set and we're in the home stretch...YEAH! Well I suppose that's it for now...tootles:)

Here are a couple of pictures to mark Austin's growth and milestones...I can't believe he's almost TWO!

Well I suppose the terrible twos won't be too bad with a smile like this...seriously how could you get mad at this little guy:)

Oh yes and one more...Monkey see monkey DO!

Had the time of my LIFE...

2009-06-15T01:55:00.000-07:00

Well the wedding weekend is over and I must say I had the time of my life. It's late here, but I could not wait to post these pictures. I took well over 3,000 pictures this weekend and these are just a few of my favorite...Sorry there was no way to share all 1,000 of my favorites. Hope you all had a great weekend! I am off to get some well needed ZZZZzzzzz!

Oh MAN this was my favorite of the two weddings. Hannah and DJ loved the camera and it showed through their pictures...beautiful couple!

Wedding number two was on Saturday at a very nice Country club on the water...This wedding was the harder of the two because the lighting (sun) was so intense.

Weddings Jitters...ALOT!

2009-06-12T13:10:00.000-07:00

Today is the BIG day! I am photographing my first wedding today and I have a bit of the wedding jitters. This is a huge honor and yet a HUGE responsibility. Taking pictures of someones special day is a one time opportunity...I can't tell them if I don't get the shots to come back later and we'll re-shoot...NO can't be done. So needless to say I am a little nervous! OK a little is an understatement...I mean ALOT. Oh yes and to add to the pressure it's not just one wedding this weekend It's TWO (one tonight and one tomorrow). Well wish me luck and stay tuned for my first ever wedding pictures! TGIF:))

Fields of Gold...

2009-06-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

Fields of Gold...I love this song (currently my default song)! What a beautiful expression of love and hope for a bright future. I heard this song the other day while I was relaxing during my mommy moment pedicure at a local salon. This song immediately sparked many great memories that I have enjoyed with my husband. Traveling the world to watching movies on the couch together. Whether big or small moments this song just brightened my spirit and reminded me of how lucky I am to have such a wonderful life. I truly am blessed to have a wonderful husband who loves and supports me in every moment of my life. I am also soooooooooooo very lucky to have such an awesome and adorable son. He is truly my beating heart...he keeps me going and every time I see him I can't help but to smile. He is the product of a loving, supportive, and strong marriage. One that was built on a solid foundation of love and respect. I am babbling on now, but I am sure you get the point. Love is so amazing and this song shows how beautiful it truly is and can be for all! Thanks for listening....

You can just call me a Mamarazzi...

2009-06-11T09:56:00.001-07:00

I can't help it, but I think my blog is on it's way to turning into a photo blog or maybe I should start one...hmmm! It seems lately, all I have done outside of being a mom; is taking pictures. I love the way it makes me feel! It's funny when you look through the lens and get that fuzzy feeling. It's hard to explain and I don't know if any other photographers feel this way, but I know when I get the picture right...I can feel it in my heart! It's a great feeling to have and I love it when a parent or family member gets the same fuzzy feeling when they see their loved one in print. What a great hobby to have. Hope you all enjoy this round!

I've been busy...

2009-06-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

I've been busy...doing what I love...capturing the moments! A.K.A (Also Known As) Photography. I've had quite the week and there is still more to come...I hope you enjoy the few I have to share! Let me know what you think:)

This family was so much fun to take photographs of and obviously very beautiful!!

This little guys name is Blaine...He has such a contagious smile!

Tomorrow I am photographing twins and next weekend I filled with the honor of capturing two very special days...weddings!! Yeah....stay tuned:)

Love, God, and Many Prayers...

2009-06-02T14:14:00.000-07:00

As promised, I am here to UPDATE you all on baby Alexander. Last Wednesday evening I wrote a post for prayer that little Alexander made it through open heart surgery. At just a week old, Alexander and his parents (my friends Andrea and Jon) experienced the power of prayer and love between family, friends, and those who they didn't even know. While it was touch and go for a while, god blessed our prayers and baby Alexander was taken off the ventilator and removed from ICU today at 1:30 (west coast time). Below are pictures taken from Andreas family and while I look at them I am amazed at how such a little angel has remained so strong through this time. God is amazing and no one can tell me that his grace isn't a powerful presence. Thank you all for your love and prayers.

After surgery Thursday May 29, 2009

Today Tuesday June 2, 2009

Please Pray...

2009-05-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

One of my very good friends Andrea and her husband Jon had a little boy who was born on May 18th with a severe heart condition. Tomorrow her precious little one is going in for open heart surgery. If you would please take the time tonight and tomorrow to pray for her son and family during his surgery (7a.m. May 28th); I would be forever grateful.

Below is an email that was sent out by Andrea with specific prayer requests. I will keep you all posted tomorrow on how little baby Alexander is doing. Thank you all for your prayers...

Dear Friends,

As most of you know, our baby Alexander Daniel was born last Monday, May 18. He was 81bs 13oz, 21 inches and is such a beautiful boy with lots of thick black hair.
Alexander has a congenital heart defect called "Transposition of the Great Vessels" which requires open heart surgery. His surgery is tomorrow morning at 7:00 am at Children's Hospital Los Angeles. His surgeon is Dr. Vaughn Starnes.

As you can imagine, we are so anxious about the surgery and recovery. It is an extremely delicate procedure. We would really appreciate if you all could pray for Alexander tomorrow morning.

Specifically:
1. That he would have to spend minimal time on the heart and lung bypass machine
2 That the switching of his arteries goes smoothly and with no complications
3. That the transplanting of his Coronary arteries will be problem free and that Dr. Starnes is able to attach them with no kinks or stretching and that they would lay as naturally as possible.
4. That Alexander's body will heal quickly after the surgery and that he will be able to come off the ventilator within a few days.
5. That Dr. Starnes will be well rested and that God will give him wisdom and creativity to address any problems that arise during surgery.

Thank you so much, friends. We are so grateful for all of your phone calls, emails, offers to bring us meals, watch Jacob etc. You have been so generous to us and we feel so supported and loved.

Thanks again for praying. Our precious baby is in God's hands.

Love,
Jon and Andrea

When the rain breaks = Beautiful in Washington

2009-05-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

OHHHHHHHHHHH Man today was a beautiful day here in the Pacific Northwest. To me, it felt like the first day of summer and well we certainly played like it was. Austin and I had a great day playing in the sun at the downtown fountain, park, and boardwalk. We played so hard that Austin passed out in the car even before starting the car. He had sooooooooo much fun watching all the children play in the water. He got right in there with everyone else and had a blast!!

For anyone who knows my son,they know what these arms represent...HERO! This is a fun game we play with Austin and he had a blast flying through the fountain like a hero!

He never even hesitated running through the water...

Oh YEAH Austin's cool!

Playing at the park, climbing and being silly!

And we're DONE...

Our time has come to an end...

2009-05-11T12:29:00.000-07:00

I am crushed, empty, and saddened to write this post, but reality has come to where we have to say goodbye. Yesterday, I said goodbye to the love of my life for another six (or so) months as he heads back to Afghanistan to complete his mission. It took everything in me yesterday not to cry, but that quickly shattered as I held him tightly knowing that I would not embrace his hug again for what seems like eternity. It was even harder to see him say goodbye to our son who he loves more then anything in this world. I have very rarely seen my husband cry, but I visibly saw his heart ache as we drove away for the airport. It was a very emotional day, but I am thankful that we are now on the downhill slide of this journey. It's been extremely hard to be apart, but we know that god has a plan for us and we will praise him for his glory in our lives.

Love is a very powerful word, and I know it's not enough to explain the bond I have with my husband and son. My husband is my soul mate, my best friend, and love for life. Even though it's hard to be without him, I am very honored to call him my husband. He is fighting for a cause, and passion for his country. He believes in the foundation of freedom and security. He is one that I admire for his strength and desire to make a change. He truly is my hero!

Joel, even though we are not together today or in the days to come, I want you to know that I think of you always. I dream of you while I sleep and when I wake I smile at the thought of your love you have for your family. I am extremely thankful to have you as my husband, friend, and father to our son. We are very proud of you and can't wait to see you come home for good. Until then, know that we are here remaining strong and with open arms. We will see you soon my love. I miss you already!

To our family and friends....Thank you for loving and supporting us through this hard time. Your grace has allowed us to call home in both Kentucky and Washington. Your support whether large or small means the world to us and we are forever thankful for to you.

With love,
Stephanie

I Heart Faces Week 18...Laughter!

2009-05-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

I promise I am still alive...it' been awhile, but I am SUPER excited for this weeks theme of laughter. I shot this picture of my son this weekend while we were out celebrating mother's day before my husband left to go back to go Afghanistan. We were having SOOOOOOOOO much fun and I just fell in love with this picture...Hope you enjoy this photo and all the other amazing pictures back at www.iheartfaces.com

Great families and friends...

2009-05-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

The best thing in life is great family and friends! I love that I have been surrounded by wonderful people. I find at times people take for granted the people that fill their lives, but for me, I take every moment I can with those I love. Yesterday, I had a the opportunity to shoot two of my best girl friends and their families. It was great to capture the love these families had between one another...hope you enjoy!

Our trip to the Zoo....Amazing!

2009-05-06T20:54:00.000-07:00

Our time is coming to an end and while emotions are gaining quickly, I had a moment to soak in the zoo with my boys. Austin, Joel, and I packed up for Nashville the other day to spend a couple of days together as a family. While in Nashville, we were able to enjoy the local zoo as a family. It was so wonderful to see Austin so excited about the zoo. I took him last year and well of course he was too little to understand or realize that there were actually animals to see and experience. This time was more then just experiencing the animals, it was experiencing the animals with daddy. The two of them ran around the zoo like children on Christmas eve...around every corner was a new adventure or animal to see. The park was beautiful and of course I took the opportunity to take a thousand or more pictures of my guys together. It feels so wonderful to be filled again as a complete family and as I know the time is coming to end, I am hoping that the days go by slowly. Joel is heading back to Afghanistan on Sunday as Austin and I are back to Washington. It's seems like the time has gone by too quickly (as it always does), but I know we're almost through and in six months time we'll be together again as a family for good. Please keep us in your prayers...we'll definitely need it in the coming days. As for now, please enjoy our pictures at the zoo together. We had SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!!

As always, I have taken too many pictures to share in one post, so I have found a solution...I am posting my favorite pictures and the rest are in a slide show below...Enjoy:)))

More time spent as a fmaily in Kentucky...

2009-05-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

The time spent here in Kentucky has been wonderful! Joel and I have soaked up every moment so far with Austin. We've taken him to the park, fun plaza, and to his great Aunts house to see the horses. We're even planning a trip to the zoo next week in Nashville (stay tuned for pictures)...so much fun! I promise when I have more time I will write more about our time together and how it's been to be a family again, but for now picture will have to do until I have the time to sit down and write...hope you enjoy!!

Joel and I took Austin out to his aunts house to see the horses. He was a little hesitant at first, but quickly warmed up with daddy by his side...

Here is where Austin realized that the horses actually moved...he reacted very quickly to the horse moving into his personal space...lol!

After daddy took Austin up on his shoulder and by the hand Austin was all about visiting with the horses...So cute!

Austin even got to go outside and ride the lawn mower with his daddy...he had a blast until he threw a fit when he had to come back in...

Here is where Austin had to come in...he watched daddy the whole time from the window:)

Well I suppose that's it for now, sorry for the lengthy post...I couldn't just pick one:)))

Sharing our time with pictures...

2009-04-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

Do I need to explain this picture! Nothing like a bond between father and son:) PRICELESS!

Well as you may know my hubby is home for three weeks of R&R (rest and relaxation). I can't really put into words what our time thus far has been like, but I can say that it feels like home sweet home. Being together again feels amazing and every time I see Austin and Joel together it takes my breath away! It's late here, but I wanted to share our time together in pictures
(so far). I'll keep you all posted real soon...Hope you enjoy!

We've played outside and made memories with the simple things in life...bubbles!

Awwww late nights talking around the bon fire and roasting marshmallows...great times!

Daddy has found out what it's like to have a child attached to his hip...he won't let daddy leave his sight...so sweet! (Can you see him, he's behind the plant)

We've even had a date night

Can you tell from the look on my face how happy I am to be whole again!!

MORE TO COME...

We're in Kentucky...

2009-04-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

Well as you may have noticed, I have been MIA for the last two weeks and I promise it’s been for good reasons…we’re in Kentucky!

Austin and I flew out two weeks ago to spend the Easter holiday with Joel’s family and well, we’re still here for good reasons...Joel came HOME!! At the last minute Joel worked out to come home for three weeks of R&R which I will have to say has been a breath of fresh air. It’s been kind of crazy here lately with the stress of health issues, long distance relationships, and being a single parent to Austin.
While I have been in Kentucky, I have been able to relax and unwind from the daily routines of what I would now call my “normal crazy life.” I have also been able to spend some great time with friends, family, and now my hubby for an additional three weeks. We picked Joel up on Monday from the airport and brought him home to surprise his mother who had NO clue he was coming in. It was a great surprise for Joel’s mom who has been missing him as much as I have. I cannot describe the look on her faces, but I will say emotions ran wild and a great BIG smile arose from her face…she was delighted!

Since then, we’ve been catching up on being a family and learning how to work together as parents. I don’t think as parents we realize how hard it is to raise a child especially on our own. I have said this many times, but I now have a new found appreciation for single parents. I have no clue how you all do it! Yesterday, Joel had his first experience with being a dad (by himself). He did a great job but was on pins and needles the whole time. He had no clue what Austin’s schedule was, what he ate, or how he functioned throughout the day. As I told him when he asked for the manual before I left, “They don’t come with directions honey, you have to go with the flow. “ Even though Joel may have had a hard time adjusting, he is a wonderful father and husband. We are ecstatic that he his home to visit and will soak up every moment of it. I’ll keep you all posted here soon…Take care:)

Oh yes and we must have one for the easter spirit...

2009-04-08T22:25:00.000-07:00

HEHEHEHE...I had this wonderful idea of making Ashton into an Easter basket and oh how well it worked...Love this little guy:)

My love for classic black and white...

2009-04-08T22:16:00.000-07:00

Precious, classic, and forever black and white is what I love about photos that capture the expressions of little ones. You can almost always take an average photo and make it simply classic with black and white.

Just my two cents!

I love taking pictures of baby Ashton...he's growing like a weed and well like any mommy it's so nice to capture their different stages. Hope you like!

What a beatiful day...

2009-04-05T00:57:00.000-07:00

Today truly felt like the first day of spring here in Washington State. The sun was shining, the sky was clear, and everyone in town was out and about. It was a beautiful sight to be out today driving around and enjoying the weather. Austin and I decided to take full advantage of today (because everyone here in Washington knows that sunshine is too and far between). We took a trip to the waterfront and ran along the beach. Austin had a blast picking up shells, playing in the sand/mud, and running to the water. I didn't realize how fast he was until I tried taking pictures of him by the water...not an easy thing to do. Anyhow, today was a beautiful day and I hope we have many more beautiful days to come!!

Here is Austin in a straight SPRINT towards the water...

April FOOLS...

2009-04-01T17:49:00.000-07:00

OK so normally I prank my husband on this day (April 1st), but because he's currently not here, I've come up with a funny video where the prank is on someone else...LOL! Be prepared to die laughing...Happy April Fools Day:)

Even though this video says "Toliet Prank" it's completely clean...no worries!

Make sure to pause the music below before watching this video!

I'm addicted...

2009-03-31T16:58:00.000-07:00

I love me some Pioneer Woman ACTIONS! If you love to edit your photos in fun and new ways, then you MUST take a look at the new set of actions Pioneer Woman has posted. Here is a sample (picture below) of the seventies plus bring out the eyes action. Man...I really need to watch this addiction...anyone know of an AA for photography...lol!

Thank you Pioneer Woman for sharing all your wonderful tips and tricks of the trade...You ROCK!

You can check out these actions and much more at www.thepioneerwoman.com

The next Mozart...

2009-03-30T22:31:00.000-07:00

AWWW the sound of music fills our living room. Little Austin has taken to the piano and well I must say he's got in his genes. Joel (my husband) and his side of the family have been very blessed in the musical arena and so maybe Austin has well. I was amazed today when he climbed up at the piano and started playing. Now, I know he's not going to play like Mozart, but I could see that he had an ear for it. He played for a bit here and there, but at the same time he was gentle and at ease with the piano. I guess we shall see if Austin will be the next Mozart or president...lol! (See Austin's talking up a storm video below)

Well now I could not go without documenting this moment, so I quickly grabbed my camera and tried to video this event. It's only a glimpse of what was played, but I promise there will be more...enjoy!

Make sure to pause the music below before viewing this video

OK OK....Now at the same time as all this amazing music was being played I had to take a couple of pictures...so here is my side of creativity!!

Praying for Stellan...

2009-03-30T22:10:00.000-07:00

I know some of you who read my blog are already familiar with Stellan's story, but for those of you who do not know Stellan, I encourage you to go over to his mommy's blog (see button below and/or on side bar) and read his story. Stellan is a beautiful little boy who needs our faithful prayers to help him continue on his fight for life. Stellan for the last week has been in and out of SVT (Supraventricular Tachycardia) an extreme heart condition that makes it very hard for him to remain stable and healthy. His mommy who has been by his side at the local children's hospital also needs our prayers for continued strength and peace. As a mother myself, I could only imagine the emotional roller coaster she may be on and how she is feeling helpless to fix the problem. Stellan who was not suppose to be here today has already been impacted by prayer and miracles. He has already made significant footsteps in this world and needs the strength to continue walking. Please pray for Stellan and his family...Thank you!

Awww what a way to end the day...

2009-03-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

I haven't been able to sleep well the last couple of days, but what a way to end the day...hope to sleep like baby Ashton tonight! Sweet little guy...

I just don't understand...

2009-03-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for this moment of standing on my soap box, but I just have a hard time understanding people sometimes. Lately, I have been inspired to find a mentor or someone to follow on site with photography. It's great and all to read read read all you can about photography, but there is something about hands on work that gets the inspiration flowing. So, I have sought out a couple photographers to see if they would be willing to mentor a mom who only want to learn to take better photos of her child and close friends. After a couple of attempts, I realized how weird people can be about their talent. I get that you don't want to teach someone in fear of them taking your clients, but HELLO you have a website with your work all over it...clue #1! Also, I am not out to take anyones business, I just want to learn more about photography. If I had a talent like some of the photographers I follow, I would love to be an inspiration to them and help them learn more of their passion. Life is too short to have beautiful talent and not share it. I will have to say that I am so thankful for the many photogs out there who love to share...just to name a few Gina with Peahead Prints www.peaheadprints.blogspot.com (ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS WOMAN), the ever so wonderful and addicting Pioneer Woman www.thepioneerwoman.com, and one of my favorite sites with tons of wonderful people is I Heart Faces. Even though I know these individuals are only an e-mail away, I want SO badly to be onsite and learn first hand about photography...shoot I am willing to pay if thats how one wants to work.

I don't know....blah...blah...blah! I just wish people would be a little less selfish and more productive in the world...why not pay it forward. We have all been in the same spot and I am sure you once wished someone would have been nice enough to help you, but no! Sorry I am getting off my soap box now...I feel much better!

A new stage and a right hander...

2009-03-24T00:36:00.001-07:00

Well we have entered a new stage with Austin and that is he is eager to feed himself. It was quite the sight this evening when I gave Austin a spoon and a plate of mash potatoes. It's amazing how children watch and mimic your every actions. I couldn't believe how he dove right in and started feeding himself like he'd been doing it forever...lol! I also realized while he was eating that he is right handed which is funny coming from two left handed parents...how does that work? Well, our baby is changing by the day...wonder what tomorrow will bring? Good night:)

Just a couple more...

2009-03-24T00:23:00.001-07:00

So as promised, I am posting just a few more pictures from my shoot the other day. Let me know what you think:))

Austin's talking up a storm!

2009-03-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

Before viewing the video, make sure to pause the music at the bottom of this page:)

Austin is talking up a storm! I took this video to show his daddy how close he is to talking. It's so funny to watch him get so serious into a conversation. Lately his facial expression have been so funny that I can't help but laugh when he talks. It's so cute! Hope you all enjoy the video and make sure to look closely at all the serious facial expressions he makes through out the video...he'll make a great president one of these days:))

Austin can say:

Momma
Dadda
Shoe
Bye
Dog
Ball
Cracker
YEAH
Uh oh

I love the weekends...

2009-03-22T11:45:00.000-07:00

I love the weekends...especially ones like this where you have nothing to do but just hang out. This weekend Austin and I just chilled and enjoyed eachothers company. We watched movies, went shopping at the mall, and even played the games at Chuckie Cheese. We also spent most of the morning yesterday playing in our pajamas...so nice! There aren't too many weekends where we just get to hang out so I soaked in every moment of it...Hope you all had a great weekend!! :)

I love this picture...can't beat hanging out in mommy's shoes with a sippy cup:)

Twins....So exciting!

2009-03-20T09:26:00.000-07:00

Nooooo, I am not having twins, but I had the greatest time yesterday taking photographs of my first ever set of twins. These two little girls were so precious and fun. So, not to spoil it for their mommy, here is just a sneak peak of our shoot yesterday. I will post some more of these beautiful little girls later when I share these photos with their mommy! Enjoy:)

Words cannot explain...

2009-03-19T00:16:00.000-07:00

Man what a day...

I came across Miley Cyrus's new single and music video today and what a perfect time to listen to this song. We all have our moments and mine was today. After a very much needed conversation with a close friend, I was able to release some emotions on the road I am currently on. Raising a child while daddy is away, is not easy. It's also not easy feeling out of your element and being away from the person you love the most. It's been six months now that my husband has been overseas and today I miss him more then ever. I miss being a family, having dinner together, and more importantly seeing him come through the door at the end of the day. My husband and I have been married for seven wonderful years. He is my best friend, soul mate, and love of my life. If you can imagine walking without your left leg, that is what he is to me. He is my rock and without him I am nothing but a grain of sand in the dessert. My husband is such a wonderful man and how I wish the whole world could meet him. At this very moment I know what my husband would tell me...He would would say sweetie, everything is going to be OK, I am always here for you no matter what. So simple, but yet so reassuring.

God has blessed me with a wonderful husband, friend, and father to Austin. He is my hero and I am so thankful to have him in my life. I miss you sweetie and even though we are more then thousands of miles apart I want you to know that I am SO proud of you and I too will be here no matter what!! I Love you!

If you wish to listen to the music video, make sure to first pause the music on the on the bottom of this page.

Now that it's one o' clock in the morning, it's time to go to bed...tomorrow is a new day and with a new day comes a fresh start!

My life quote...

"Life is not measured by the breathes you take, but by the moment that takes your breath away!"

I love learning and photoshop tutorials...

2009-03-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

I am sooooooooo on a roll...I love learning new techniques in photoshop. I just recently downloaded the thirty day trial for CS4 and I am already addicted. I am a very visual person so when it comes to learning a new program, I need the step by step visuals. Tonight after my little man went to bed, I decided to do a little cruising on the web and came across several tutorials on photoshop. One was enhancing the eyes and the second was softening the face. After playing around with both techniques, I finally got it figured out and it wasn't that hard at all!! So here are my pictures, please let me know what you think and if I should do anything different...don't want to take editing overboard if you know what I mean!!

Original photo from our day at the park...

Edited photo enhancing the eyes and softening the face...

Don't forget to let me know what you think!!

A day at the park...

2009-03-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

We had such a blast today at the park! This was the first time Austin actually got to go to the park and play on his own. Of course I have taken him before, but all he did was try and eat the wood chips...lol! This time he enjoyed going down the slide all by himself, climbing, and most of all watching all the other kids do cool tricks. I took my camera with me today to mark this monumental moment and of course I went over board and took over 350 photos...I know I am a mamarazzi what can I say:)) Anyhow, I tried to narrow it down and well of course that didn't work either. So I hope you enjoy our first trip to the park...Yippee!

He went down the slide all by himself...no fear this child!

Hey how do I get up there! He watching the older kids with amazement:)))

What a great way to end your day with a smile like this...

Austin had so much fun he didn't want to leave. We ended our play with a tantrum to the car...poor guy...he'll learn soon that there will be many more days at the park!!

A moment in time...

2009-03-12T00:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wish that I could stop time and just cherish the moment forever. As a mom for the first time, I am experiencing a new kind of love each day. My son is growing before my eyes and there is nothing that I can do to stop the time. He's his own little personality, grand spirit, and making his own footprints in this world. He's my little man and I wish more then anything he could stay small like this forever. As I went in this evening to check on him, I realized he's almost too big for his crib...Soon he'll be in a big boy bed and no longer a little baby laying in a crib. I couldn't help it...I had to take a picture...so sweet...so innocent...he laid there with no worry in the world. What a moment I will cherish forever looking over his little soul and thanking god for such a miracle. Good night and sweet dreams!

New Haircut...

2009-03-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

What a handsome little man I have...We went the other day to get his hair cut because he was starting to look alittle shaggy. I didn't realize until today when I took this picture how great his haircut really was. He sure does take after his daddy...So cute:))

Being creative...

2009-03-10T21:57:00.000-07:00

OK so after my photography class in Seattle, I am feeling SUPER creative...I have all these ideas that I want to do, but need those special faces to create. My passion for photography is beginning to grow beyond my son (of course I still love taking pictures of him). I am having the niche to start asking my girlfriends to capture their children and begin a portfolio...what do you think? I am thinking my passion for photography and wanting to learn more is driving me to my calling. Who knows, maybe in the next year I will go from being a stay at home mom to having my own studio. I know it's a lot to think about now, but truly I am driven to get there...I need some serious advice! I have had many people tell me that I am good enough to go out on my own, but I am still not confident that I know all I need to know....Any advice? Well I could go on and ON over this subject. I suppose I just need to follow my heart and let it lead me in the right direction. Thanks for listening:))

I Heart Faces...Creative Crop!

2009-03-08T21:51:00.001-07:00

Creative Crop

Original photo

Well I am back to I Heart Faces after several weeks of being away due to travel, a sick child who then passed it off to me and also a very exciting venture a photography class! So now that things have slowed down a bit, I am excited to be back for week nine and this weeks theme is "creative crop." I've had this picture for a couple months now and love love love it! I hope you enjoy my photo entries for this week and if you would like to check out other contest entries, feel free to visit their website at www.iheartfaces.com

Baby Ashton...

2009-03-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

So, I have shared several photos of baby Ashton already, but I just can't get enough!! Today, my girlfriend asked me to come over and take some photos of Ashton who is turning two months...already how time flies!! Of course I was all over it and had a blast taking photos of the little guy who I might add is so stinking cute:) Anyhow, I had a blast today shooting what I love…children and their precious
expressions. Here are a couple of my favorite from today…

Happy Birthday to Little Angel Cora...

2009-03-05T21:42:00.001-08:00

Baby Cora went to be with the Lord on February 8, 2009 after a very short and unexpected battle with cancer. Today March 5, 2009 would have been the celebration of Cora's first birthday. As a mother to my son who turned a year in October, my heart goes out to this family. I could not imagine the overwhelming emotions Cora's family is feeling today. Please take a moment today to say a prayer for this sweet family. Cora's life here on earth may have been short, but in the last month, her life has touch and moved so many that her name will never be forgotten. God bless the McClenahan family and their journey to come.

Cora with her mother Jess and father Joel. Please pray for continued strength and healing of this young family.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORA <3

Life is so precious....be thankful for each day!

Photography 101...

2009-03-05T08:58:00.001-08:00

Last night was the last night of my Intro to Digital SLR photography and I am so excited and inspired to learn more! I highly recommend that if you are a hands on kind of person like myself and need more then just your camera manual and books to learn photography then taking a class is a great way to learn. I have learned so much over the last two months that I feel more confident now it taking pictures and capturing them on the first try. Now, I know capturing the perfect picture is not always caught on the first shot or 50th for that matter, but I now know how to properly expose my pictures so that I have several to choose from in the end rather then just a few. Mostly this classed has helped me understand the functions of my camera, explained aperture, ISO, metering, shutter speed and so on. It's amazing what you can do after you learn the fundamental concept of digital photography. I plan to continue learning as much as I can to enhance my passion for photography....you never know you may see me down the road as the next Ann Geddes...LOL! Just kidding:)

Here is some of my work that I shot as homework for the class. Normally, it's not the kind of photographs I would shoot, but it's always good to think outside the box and these were great exercises to experiment with....

Depth of field...

Color and composition...

Contrast done by editing.

Original shot...

Edited shot...

Long exposures and shutter speeds...

Well I hope you enjoyed the pictures as much as I enjoyed taking them...Now on to my true passion...Child photography! I love capturing those timeless expressions!

Birthday bash...

2009-03-04T11:55:00.000-08:00

This years 27th birthday was SO MUCH FUN!

I had a great time celebrating my birthday with family and friends this last weekend. It was a great birthday not only because it was my golden birthday, but because I was able to celebrate it with two of my favorite girlfriends. My two very close friends from Kentucky came in to celebrate with me and to see the beautiful Northwest. We started our weekend on Friday (my birthday) with lunch, shopping, and a dinner celebration with my family at Fujiyama a local Japanese steak house. The following day, we met up in Seattle with five of my other close girlfriends for a girls weekend in the city. It was a great weekend with sightseeing, shopping, and local cuisine...

The view from our hotel room...the best view in the city!

All my girlfriends together for a great Seattle celebration! We had a great night eating out and riding around town in our very own limo...so much fun!

Next day sightseeing and photography opportunity at the Pikes Place Market in Seattle. Pikes Places is the famous landmark where they are known for throwing fish selling fresh produce, and flowers. They also have plenty of fun vendors to choose from for those unique souvenirs.

If you have never traveled to the beautiful Northwest, I highly recommend a visit. It's a beautiful place different from any other destination in that it offers a little something for everyone.

In conclusion, I am so blessed with great friends and family. Thank you all for making my 27th birthday one that I will never forget!!!

P.S. If you are unsure of what a golden birthday is, it's when you are celebrating the age of the day you were born on...for example I was born on February 27th and this year I celebrated my 27th birthday...so much fun!

OH MAN there is SO much to catch you up on...

2009-02-21T22:09:00.000-08:00

I AM BACK AND IN FULL FORCE!

To my family, friends, and close bloggers, life has been crazy and I am now back to continue what I love...sharing lifes memories to all who love to read, catch up, and follow the everyday life of a busy mommy and a beautiful baby boy while daddy is away saving the world:)

As I said, life has been crazy! I am now feeling much better and back into the daily routine of being me! I feel overwhelmed writing this post, because I feel like I have so much to catch you all up on. I mean look at the last time I posted over a week and a half ago...CRAZY! Ok so where do I begin????

1) I started a photography class in Seattle, WA and am sooooooooooo ready to learn learn learn all I can. It's amazing how much more you can do with a camera after you learn how to use it...lol! Actually, I knew how to use my camera, but didn't truly understand it. Although I am not an expert...yet, I am following my passion to learn the ins and outs of Digital SLR photography. I'll keep you posted on how it goes, but for now, I will share a bit of my most recent work!

Our homework assignment for week one, was to take something and put it where it did not belong. I had a blast (not really) hauling this chair about 500 yards to the railroad to shoot it where it did not belong...let me know what you think:)

2) Austin and I started swimming lessons and Kindermusik last week. Kindermusik is a uniformed music program that is taught throughout the U.S. to encourage preschoolers to interact through music and play. It's a great program and if you are interested in checking it out or to find a teacher near you, check out the Kindermusic website at www.Kindermusik.com.

I'll get some pictures up soon, but for now I am enjoying watching my little man interact with others while doing what he loves!

3) We are now in Kentucky visiting family and joining in on the big birthday surprise. I have been hiding out for the last couple of days to surprise my brother in law at his well surprise 30th birthday party this evening....Man we got him good! There was about a crowd of 60+ people who gathered this evening to surprise my brother in law who thought he was coming to play a gig...lol...well the gig was on him...he was stunned!

To my sister in law Bethany you did a great job pulling this off:) You GO GIRL!!

Also, while I have been in Kentucky, I have been able to hang out with some of my very close friends. While hanging out, I decided to take some shots of my girlfriend Allison's little boy...isn't he sooooooooo cute!

4) Well while we are still on birthdays....hehehe! Mine is next week and it's my golden birthday...can anyone guess??? :)))

OK, well I guess that's it for now...I hope you all have enjoyed the update! Have a great weekend and I'll see you all back here soon...I promise:)

Mom of the year award...for real!

2009-02-13T16:59:00.000-08:00

I want to say thank you to a great friend Michelle over at Circle of Life. She is such a wonderful person and definitely thinks of other before herself. After my heart ache yesterday with Austin's fall, she went and made the mother of the year award for me...what a great friend. From a mother to another, she understands the heartache and sacrifices we make for our children. Thanks Michelle and Courtney for making me feel better about my traumatic experience yesterday. You both are WONDERFUL. Have a great weekend:)))

Oh yes, while I am at it, thank you Tim over at Fort Thompson for awarding me an award for my "Charming Blog." Now Tim, all you have to do is teach me how to link other sites so that I can pay it forward and award others with this wonderful award. Thanks you for thinking of me! :)))

Mom of the year award...

2009-02-12T14:54:00.000-08:00

So this year I will NOT be receiving the mom of the year award...I feel like the worst mom in the world right now:( Austin and I were sitting on the couch this morning doing our normal thing...hanging out and waiting for daddy to call when in a split second Austin stood up on the couch and went from smiling to falling off towards the coffee table. As I stood up to pick him up from off the floor my heart dropped when I saw his head. He had the size of a golf ball on his forehead and it was getting bigger by the second. In a panic, I gathered my things and rushed him to the ER. When I got the ER the wait was too long, so I immediately left and took him to my pediatrician. When I arrived at the doctors office, they got him in right away to asses the damage..Thank GOD it was not as bad as it looked. As I sat there balling, the doctor and her nurse reassured me that this was not the first time they had seen this happen and told me that I would be surprised how often children fall and get hurt.

I still feel like a terrible mother and now my precious son has a goose egg on his forehead to be reminded of how terrible I am...

These pictures were taken several hours after we got back from the doctors and thankfully a lot of the swelling has already gone down...Just imagine this bump ten times larger...YIKES!

Let me just say that my son is going to make me go gray before I am thirty!!

Dear Blog...

2009-02-10T21:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,

I am so sorry that I have been neglecting you here lately. I have been down in the dumps for the last couple of day with a nasty cold that won't go away. Now, I know that is no excuse, but with a crazy one year old running, climbing, and pulling at my leg, I am just too exhausted to post at the end of the day. Once I kick this cold...which I HOPE is soon. I will be back on to update the many loved ones who read you daily. I hope you understand and we'll see you again real soon!

With Love,
Stephanie

Sound the alarm the baby has escaped!

2009-02-04T11:58:00.000-08:00

So a certain someone who has tiny feet and hands decided to climb out of his crib last night and to my surprise ended up in my bed for the night. Guess who is also going to go to the store today and buy a canopy tent to go over his crib...LOL! What a FUN night!!

P.S. Just so you know my son is only 15mo. old and already a monkey!

I Heart Faces week four...The eyes have it!

2009-02-01T20:50:00.000-08:00

This photo is for the I Heart Faces kids entry and features my son Austin.

This photo is for the I Heart Faces pet entry and features our chocolate lab Heidi.

I can't believe we are now in week four of the I Heart Faces photo contest. It's been an amazing journey admiring everyones work and being inspired to keep the camera out. This weeks theme is "The Eyes Have It." It is also a week where we get to showcase our pets which in my family are considered our other kids. I hope you enjoy both photo entries for this week and if you would like to check out other contest entries, feel free to visit their website at www.iheartfaces.com

P.S. If you get the chance to visit my main page www.myloves-forever.blogspot.com I have some pictures I need your opinion on for a local radio contest...your help is much appreciated! Have a great week:))

I need your help and opinion...

2009-02-01T18:08:00.001-08:00

OK as mommy to Austin, I am completely bias and need your help picking a photo that captures my son beautifully. I mean we all know as parents all the pictures of our children are too precious to pick just one or the best. So here are the selections. Please leave a comment and let me know which one you feel is the best. Thanks for your help!

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P.S. This is not for the I Heart Faces entry this week, it's actually for a local radio station entry for the cutest kid! Kind of fun:)))

Just a couple of shout outs...

2009-01-31T16:13:00.000-08:00

I wanted to take a moment to say thank you to Tim and Carey over at Fort Thompson and Jean Stockdale for awarding me a great blog award. I am super excited that people enjoy reading my blog. I know that I love reading and keeping updated with close friends through blogging. Not only do I enjoy reading, I also love to blog and journal on the daily events in my life. With that said, thank you, thank you to Tim, Carey, and Jean for acknowledging my blog and giving me these awards. They truly mean a lot:)

If you all have a moment, take a look at these amazing bloggers who I have grown to adore.

Tim and Carey at Fort Thompson at www.fortthompson.blogspot.com

Jean Stockdale at www.jeanstockdale.typepad.com

Thanks again for reading and enjoying my blog:))

Thank you I Heart Faces...

2009-01-31T15:56:00.000-08:00

A warm thank you to I Heart Faces for representing my picture as a Top Contender. It's a great honor to be a part of this amazing site and to be acknowledged for my pictures is such a wonderful boost to my creative side. Thank you also to all who read and follow my blog. Your wonderful comments are great and I enjoy reading each and everyone of them.

"Photograph Each Day...So You Can Live Forever"

Check out I heart faces at www.iheartfaces.com and see all the amazing pictures and inspirational moments people are making in their lives!

Where's Austin...

2009-01-29T12:00:00.000-08:00

I was on the floor laughing so hard at this morning's little adventure...I was picking up the house and all of a sudden realized Austin was gone. Now, lately he has had a huge fascination with the stairs, so I immediately ran to see if he'd gone upstairs. When I found him not whee I thought he would be, my heart started to pound...where is Austin! LOL:) Well, there he was sitting in his toy box watching Oswald on Noggin...Oh my goodness! I just started laughing and quickly grabbed my camera...can you see...where is Austin!

It's OK MOM I am right here...

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My little cookie monster...

2009-01-27T13:38:00.000-08:00

Austin enjoyed his FIRST cookie this afternoon! After devouring his dessert and getting it all over, he looked like a happy mess. When it came time for him to get down and have his face cleaned he proceeded to throw a fit. He wanted more and as a mommy I had to say no. If any of you remember his first birthday post you'll remember that sugar and him don't mix...he kept me up until four a.m. on a sugar high. Needless to say one cookie is enough for my little guy:)

I had to capture this moment in it's entirety but don't be fooled by the faces at the end...he defiantly knows how to work the puppy face!

Mr. Happy Mess!

After he got his face washed and was told he couldn't have anymore cookies...

This look is hilarious...How could you Mom you just ruined my life!

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In my back yard...

2009-01-26T17:12:00.000-08:00

I felt like the paparazzi today and not because I was following a celeb, but because I was chasing a mountain! Here in the beautiful northwest, we are very lucky to be surrounded by beautiful mountains, trees, oceans, and lakes. Today had to have been the nicest day in about three months. So of course I leave the house without my camera and head off for running errands. Not long after we left the house did I realize that Mt. Rainer was out and very clear. Normally it can be seen by it's tip, but today the whole mountain was out. So, I quickly ran home and grabbed my camera to take pictures and before I knew it, I was chasing the mountain for it's perfect angle. After driving around for about an hour, I finally found the perfect angle. It a beautiful mountain that takes my breath away every time in graces us with it's presence. It's a must see! Hope you enjoy my picture for today:)

(Click on the picture to see the full size)

This second picture is taken in the same spot as the first, but I was lucky enough to be there as the sun was setting...absolutely stunning!

P.S. Sweetie this is for you...I thought of you the whole time. I am SO sorry that I did not get Heidi in this picture...next time I promise:) Love you...MUAH!

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Baby Ashton is getting so big...

2009-01-26T12:37:00.000-08:00

Baby Ashton is now one month old...I can't believe this month has gone by so fast. Adrienne and Cody are so lucky to have such a precious little boy and they are so cute as parents!

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I heart faces week three...Joy!

2009-01-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

This photo is for the I love faces kids entry.

We are now in week three of the I Heart Faces photo contest and this week's category is "Joy." This photo represent joy for me because it is the look that my son gives me every time he looks up at me. He's always full of smiles, laughter, and joy. He truly makes my heart melt. I hope you enjoy this photo entry and if you would like to check out other contest entries, feel free to visit their website at www.iheartfaces.com

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